Thanks for everything Julie Newmar

I was thinking. We all have something in us, obviously. I just watched To Wong Foo. It's a movie about drag queens and it's pretty funny. But it's about being who you are, and something about changing a town of 27 people and Stockard Channing throws her husband out. But if we all have something in us that needs to be expressed and brought out in some odd way, how do we all discover it?

I'm not implying even the slightest chance that I am a drag queen, but I've always felt as if there was something weird and dark inside of me, and I never knew exactly what it was or how to explain it. Does that mean that if I never really explore it or try to find out what it is that it  will just stay there like some mole that I can't afford to remove? Well it's not a mole, but it's definitely something, but the doctor says it's nothing. Anyway. My point today is that what if you never get the opportunity to find out who you really are and what you really love?

What if you never get the chance to try it? Even worse, what if you DO get the chance to try it, and you spend years and years trying to figure it out, and nothing comes of it, and you're just some sad souls who's done a bunch of weird and shameful their entire life and everyone knows about it and maybe your name is Courtney Love or Lindsay Lohan. Who knows.

Patrick Swayze definitely played a very pretty woman though. And John Leguizamo makes the ugliest lady I've ever seen. And although I'm 18 years late on telling you that from a blog that no one (including myself) reads, I think it needs to be said. Wesley Snipes should stick to being a dude, or vampire or whatever.

(This next part almost ties in somehow)

'Anonymous' is in the 2012 Time's magazine's most influential people. That makes me a little sadder than Rihanna and Chelsea Handler being on that list.

So to all of you out there in the internet (all of you Time's-magazine-awarded no ones), be yourself and don't get too upset if you don't find yourself, because in the end you find something. And something is better than nothing. Well, in most cases. I would have definitely taken nothing over the Holocaust, or watching the Antichrist.

Love you all! (A little.)